why is it im always feeling down im 19 years old i shouldnt be feeling like this?? i just feel like i have nothing left to gain... only lose, is this early signs of manic depression??
am i turning emo???
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am i turning emo???
Stokie Dave
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You know your problems.
You're elitest, judgemental, on a high horse, put everyone and their belongings down and brag about your own, INCREDIBLY melodramatic, a huge attention seeker, selfish, a liar, I mean just look @ this thread!
People don't like you because of the way YOU act. Then you cry about it.
You're elitest, judgemental, on a high horse, put everyone and their belongings down and brag about your own, INCREDIBLY melodramatic, a huge attention seeker, selfish, a liar, I mean just look @ this thread!
People don't like you because of the way YOU act. Then you cry about it.
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Stokie Dave
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Going off that quote, Rich is indeed Emo. Just needs to work on his looks lol
i used to be like that last year when all me mates went to uni and i had nothing to occupy my time with.
It affected my work a bit and it took me manager to have a go at me tellin us to sort me self out and a week off and i all better now
Nope. It's just nature's way of telling you that you need a smack in the ear and a kick up the arse. You'd soon be feeling much better
I can look emo if i want to
im a bit of everyone rolled into one tbh
i think your probably going through a bad stage and just need to cheer up
im a bit of everyone rolled into one tbh
i think your probably going through a bad stage and just need to cheer up
Your just unhappy.... People think that life should be a bed of roses but it's often unfair and unjust and this makes you feel like this.
Jim
I agreee - 19's a wkd age but it's the time when everyone ****s off so it's an age where you gotta sorta change your life abit. Make new friends, pick up new hobbies that you can do by yourself or with the people who are still around. Once you get over the initial boredom and depression you'll be fine
Your not really meant to be happy all the time.....
Well, I know I'm not. I've this name for it 'The Holding Pattern' like aircraft, constantly circling waiting for to land and let you continue on your journey. Yeah, it's pretenous **** but it works for me
Jim
Well, I know I'm not. I've this name for it 'The Holding Pattern' like aircraft, constantly circling waiting for to land and let you continue on your journey. Yeah, it's pretenous **** but it works for me
Jim
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you need this to ease your way through life:
Stokie Dave
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LOL we were behind a truck as per above before, took a pic and sent it via MMS to Rich, my missus was well pleased haha.
You just need lighten up Rich, nothing is bad in your life, only your perception of it
You just need lighten up Rich, nothing is bad in your life, only your perception of it
ffs get a grip. all you need is a dirty whore to bang and some good drugs.
remember other people and their opinions are of no value. you could gut them like a fish whenever you want.
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tbh.... at the age of 19 your life is reasonably easy i suppose... depending on your circumstances
you have a decent car, decent job, still live at home etc (well i do)... so theres no issues of living etc...
what are you worried about? any major illness in yourself or someone close in your family/friends?
we all have our down days, a few weeks ago i had a whole week where i felt down... but i picked myself up by realising that i am surrounded by people who do love and care for me
its going to sound sad, but i spent all of last weekend more a less attached to my mum... shopping on the saturday afternoon, then we watched films and movies on the sunday... it was a really good laugh. i had been neglecting her the previous few months, even when she went in for a major operation i wasnt around because i was concentrating on less important things
spend time with people you can trust... or go places where you can have fun
you have a decent car, decent job, still live at home etc (well i do)
... so theres no issues of living etc...what are you worried about? any major illness in yourself or someone close in your family/friends?
we all have our down days, a few weeks ago i had a whole week where i felt down... but i picked myself up by realising that i am surrounded by people who do love and care for me
its going to sound sad, but i spent all of last weekend more a less attached to my mum... shopping on the saturday afternoon, then we watched films and movies on the sunday... it was a really good laugh. i had been neglecting her the previous few months, even when she went in for a major operation i wasnt around because i was concentrating on less important things
spend time with people you can trust... or go places where you can have fun
Just wait till your an adult. You'll hit 21 soon and all your current problems will pale into insignificance. You'll be past your sexual peak. You'll find yourself getting a little more out of shape with each month that passes. If you still live at home you'll have to deal with the lack of respect from friends and work collegues because your still a mummies boy afraid of the real world.
If you have moved out pray that your lonely and on your own. If your not the bitch wrecking your life for fun will be aware of the fact you really have nowhere else to go without returning home and the humiliation that entails.
Come 25 all those ideas and plans you had will still just be ideas and plans only now you know they aint gonna happen. You begin to realise that in another 25 years yo will probably still be in the same job with most likely a different demon trying to bring you down. The last one left when she saw you were never gonna be anything. Out before the lock if you will.
You find that rule about men getting better looking as they get older only sems to apply to other guys. As that god damn belly gets bigger and the old hairline is either retreating from the invasion of your eyebrows or just turning grey out of the fear that this is all you have and without a lottery win all you will ever have. So you stop caring.
30 comes 5 years since you last gave a ****. Only sort of shape your in is round. closest thing to the love of a good woman is Rover since he had his balls cut off. Head of hair that looks like something crossed between Leslie Neilson and Danny DeVito. Theres still that whoar in your life. closet thing to it being a normal relationship however is that she still moans aboiut the smell in the bathroom after you have been in. Only other conversation you share is sniping at each other for things so petty you wonder why you waste your time with her. When in actual fact you know why. You don't want to die alone an old man. Rather be with that cow than with nobody.
35 comes round and guess what changed since 30!
Well the dogs dead now. Other than that not much of any real importance has changed for 5 years now. But thats a good thing isn't it? I mean if anything did change you can bet it would only be for the worse. So you put your head down and get on with it. Of course you don't put your head down in a focused and ready for anything type way. You put your head down the way you might let it hang if you could only grow the stones to take that rope up the tree.
But hey I'm sure what ever problems you have are completely valid in a non emo type of way.
Just wait till your an adult. You'll hit 21 soon and all your current problems will pale into insignificance. You'll be past your sexual peak. You'll find yourself getting a little more out of shape with each month that passes. If you still live at home you'll have to deal with the lack of respect from friends and work collegues because your still a mummies boy afraid of the real world.
If you have moved out pray that your lonely and on your own. If your not the bitch wrecking your life for fun will be aware of the fact you really have nowhere else to go without returning home and the humiliation that entails.
Come 25 all those ideas and plans you had will still just be ideas and plans only now you know they aint gonna happen. You begin to realise that in another 25 years yo will probably still be in the same job with most likely a different demon trying to bring you down. The last one left when she saw you were never gonna be anything. Out before the lock if you will.
You find that rule about men getting better looking as they get older only sems to apply to other guys. As that god damn belly gets bigger and the old hairline is either retreating from the invasion of your eyebrows or just turning grey out of the fear that this is all you have and without a lottery win all you will ever have. So you stop caring.
30 comes 5 years since you last gave a ****. Only sort of shape your in is round. closest thing to the love of a good woman is Rover since he had his balls cut off. Head of hair that looks like something crossed between Leslie Neilson and Danny DeVito. Theres still that whoar in your life. closet thing to it being a normal relationship however is that she still moans aboiut the smell in the bathroom after you have been in. Only other conversation you share is sniping at each other for things so petty you wonder why you waste your time with her. When in actual fact you know why. You don't want to die alone an old man. Rather be with that cow than with nobody.
35 comes round and guess what changed since 30!
Well the dogs dead now. Other than that not much of any real importance has changed for 5 years now. But thats a good thing isn't it? I mean if anything did change you can bet it would only be for the worse. So you put your head down and get on with it. Of course you don't put your head down in a focused and ready for anything type way. You put your head down the way you might let it hang if you could only grow the stones to take that rope up the tree.
But hey I'm sure what ever problems you have are completely valid in a non emo type of way.
I'm depressed...finally coming to terms with turning 20 and now I need to find a girl before next year now or else i've had it!! :bang:
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