Depressing Horiffic Realisations

[ChrisUK]

Mine would have to be that Im very unlikely to achieve anything at all over the next year or so at work, even though a small investment (2 million?) could easily make 100's of millions in profit very quickly. The company just isnt geared to rewarding the right thinngs for its current business model, but seems to think it is.

At least I should still have a job though.

Pfft 2million is that it, Who should I make the Cheque out too?

Yes I believe I need to try harder, What I know can make me rich. At least now I'm putting it into practise, I've met up with an old colleague who's going to venture into it with me so now i've got the motivation! :slayer:. Getting a company name registered with companies house and everything .

 

[ChrisUK]

I have had Anxiety and depression my whole life so i think i know a thing or two about it LOL.
Do a bit of research into Cognitive Behavioural Therapy, basically all i have described is just that which is widely used. I just explained it in a way that is easy to comprehend and will make a difference quicker than the courses that the government run. I just did it very quickly as i was in a hurry.

Yes I know about it too, I had to bring myself up because my mum was too mentally ill too look after me and ended up in a psychiatric hospital full time leaving me to fend for myself (before and after school until 5pm) while my dad worked. So yes I know a lot about psycho therapy, my mums had it all and has been in many states of mental health from healthy too what she is now where she isn't responding to any form of treatment and as things stand doesn't really have a chance of leaving hospital.

Chlopromazine worked the best but she was on it so long it caused diabetes so had to change her meds which is when everything went down hill :bang:. Now she can't sit still long enough to watch a set of adverts without getting up panicking and smoking 20fags.

 

[volxstu]

I really feel for you Chris i cant imagine how hard it is being on your side. I was very close to being put in Hospital a few times. In fact i really fancy going right now, the fact that i have a Job etc is the only thing stopping me TBH. After reading your post my mind went into a bit of an overdrive and now im slap bang in the middle of a panic attack. Whilst the methods that i so assertively thrust upon others doesnt seem like such a good idea.
I have learnt to keep attacks like this to myself (apart from telling people what i am going through) but i dont think that this can healthy to hold in side. Im sweating like a pig my whole body itches and i would dread to think what i would do if somebody pisses me off. :bang:

 

[x Alex x]

i used to get a bit down sometimes, wouldn't call it depresion, now i'm starting college next week and have a cool weekend job working with bikes i'm alright

 

[jug]

everybody dies, and when you do, that's it. you're gone. how gloomy is that!

i think that is what makes life so great. it wont hurt or even upset you when you die so you have nothing to fear, plus you can live your life in freedom because there is nothing waiting to judge you or reward/punish you for your life. i dont know how people can live happily while believeing that god will judge them or they will go to heaven or hell depending on their actions. that would be a horrific burden. the reality of death is far easier to accept.

 

[dave]

i think that is what makes life so great. it wont hurt or even upset you when you die so you have nothing to fear, plus you can live your life in freedom because there is nothing waiting to judge you or reward/punish you for your life. i dont know how people can live happily while believeing that god will judge them or they will go to heaven or hell depending on their actions. that would be a horrific burden. the reality of death is far easier to accept.

wtf what about my 72 virgins then?

 

[jug]

wtf what about my 72 virgins then?

i didnt know you were planning to become a martyr. its a pretty dangerous career path when you think about it.

 

[dave]

its a pretty dangerous career path when you think about it.

so is clearing out my boot of all the tools n crap and leaving them all over living room floor when mrs dave gets home

 

[puntomadboy]

Apart from the fact i suffer from Seasonal affective disorder. i dont really have any sort of depression.. i just live my life without any care whatsoever..

i just tend to live each day as it comes, never plan too much and always be glad with what i got now..

i have been around people that suffer from depression and i can say it's not all in the head at all, It is quite upsetting being around people who suffer from this...

 

[jug]

i have been around people that suffer from depression and i can say it's not all in the head at all

erm, where else could it possibly be?

 

[Dominion]

erm, where else could it possibly be?

you never had depression in your thumb?

 

[volxstu]

erm, where else could it possibly be?

LOL i was just about to say that Ultimately it is in the persons head so in theory it can be cured by that person we only use something like 20% of our brain and just like some people can use different muscles in there body others can use additional parts of their brain. These people who have depression are using different parts of the brain and they are find it easeir to use the part that makes it right.
Im not saying its easy but when many people get over a mental illness it is because they figure whatever the hell it was out. I spose its a bit like an acid trip incredibly complex to figure out something that nobody else in the world knows exists.

 

[volxstu]

Wow i didnt expect to find the discussion here that i did. I only dragged this up so i could make a realisation.
I have realised that this time a few years ago i was on the verge of being hospitalised. And now i ask how the fcuk did i get here. For the last 3 years i have been living off of a Euphoria that i have made something of myself. (I have chased Euphoria my whole life whether it be climbing stupid high walls without ropes to taking E)
This Euphoria cant last for ever and is starting to subside so where does that leave me apart from scared.
Perhaps if i dont stop moving then nothing will catch up with me, is it my time to move on? Im so damn confused its untrue.

 

[Captain Mike]

Wow i didnt expect to find the discussion here that i did. I only dragged this up so i could make a realisation.
I have realised that this time a few years ago i was on the verge of being hospitalised. And now i ask how the fcuk did i get here. For the last 3 years i have been living off of a Euphoria that i have made something of myself. (I have chased Euphoria my whole life whether it be climbing stupid high walls without ropes to taking E)
This Euphoria cant last for ever and is starting to subside so where does that leave me apart from scared.
Perhaps if i dont stop moving then nothing will catch up with me, is it my time to move on? Im so damn confused its untrue.

sounds like you have gone all emo.

here you go:

 

[volxstu]

Ive always been Emo lol, i was just emo before everybody started listening to Babyshambles and wearing there sisters jeans.
Emo's dress and act the way they do because they want to be something that they are not. Real emo's listen to music to get that buzz and forget their troubles.

 

[Magical Trevor]

'Real Emo's' ?

Dear lord.

 

[Superstarless]

My DHR was...The more you try to hold things together the more likely they are to fall apart...

 

[bludvl_x19]

'Real Emo's' ?

Dear lord.

Yeah, theyre the ones with real scars on their arms, not just talking about it

 

[Captain Mike]

My DHR was...The more you try to hold things together the more likely they are to fall apart...

my Depressing Horiffic Realisation

I can't stand abbreviations

 

[Superstarless]

my Depressing Horiffic Realisation

I can't stand abbreviations

Sorry lol. Was I meant to give a reason?

Its basically that I was trying to my hardest to keep my relationship on the right track and I was happy. I harder I tried to keep him with me the more it pushed him away and after 3 and a half years he ended it.
So basically...The more I tried to keep things to together just made things worse.